A puddle of emotional goo...

I slice open my soul and spill my inner most thoughts and feelings at his feet. His silence feels dismissive. Is it better than hearing untruths? At this point, I wonder why I'm still trying. What are the steps for surviving a spouse's recovery? Not a...

It didn't hurt them...it hurt me...you murdered us!

In the scheme of things...I hope you eventually find love for yourself. I know you never got to hurt M, or T, or your mother the same way they hurt you...and I know you wanted them to feel your wrath...and the pain they caused you. No they will never...